Pregnancy

Is it a girl or a boy?

Nov 10th,06

We were scheduled to have an ultrasound that day and were also going to meet our new OB. I was a little nervous and excited at the same time. Nervous because I really wanted to like this doctor. I had heard good reviews about her from all the nurses at Labor and Delivery at the two hospitals i was considering and at the same time i wanted to feel comfortable with her from the first meeting itself. Looking for another doctor wasn’t something I was looking forward too.
And Excited ..Because i was going to see my baby again. and possibly know if its a boy or a girl! Before getting pregnant I always thought,I would not want to find out the sex of the baby. but now the curiosity is too much.
So, we went for the ultrasound. and Guess what? the baby was not in a social mood. S/he just didn’t want to move. S/he was sleeping peacefully, curled up so tight that we couldn’t even see its hands and legs. all we could see was the back, arched spine and the head. And also its little heart beating beautifully. Every time I see that little heart beating I feel so proud! It is just too overwhelming!
As for the doctor, I loved her! She is just so cool.I think we hit it off instantly and I got such positive vibes from her.
But baby dearest had decided not to cooperate and so when we tried to listen to the heartbeat,s/he decided its time to get up and take a swim! and So we could hear the heartbeat! I was a little disappointed, even a little upset.
My little peanut is 17 weeks and 5 days old. We scheduled a Level II ultrasound for Nov.28th 2006

Pregnancy

HeartBeat

Oct 13th,06
We had our first prenatal appointment in Phoenix with a nurse. That’s when we first heard our baby’s heartbeat .It was amazing. I think I could keep listening to it forever and never get tired.I just wanted to hold the baby then and there.S/he was again playing hard to get,moving all over the place.But we could hear the heartbeat for a good 2 minutes.

Pregnancy

Unexpected Road Trip

September 23rd,2006
So, we packed and shipped all our stuff to AZ and were waiting for the auto mover to come and take our car. The plan was to go to a hotel close to the airport after having lunch with some friends. We tried calling the mover but couldn’t reach him. Time was running fast, we had to vacate the apartment at 5.00 pm and still no news from the him. Finally, at around 6.00pm, seeing no other option, we decided to take a road trip from Chicago to AZ.
Sanj wasn’t too thrilled about it and was more worried as to how it will affect me and our baby. But I told him’ This is what BABA wished for us. He gave us this baby,He will take care of him/her. OM Sai Ram’.
So, after remembering Baba, we started our journey. It was a 1910.6 mile , 26hrs and 11 min. long drive. First night, we drove till St.Louis,reached at 1.00am and halted there for the night.
Next morning, we started at 9.00 am and drove the whole day with occasional stops for me to walk and stretch and of course the breaks for restrooms and food. That day we drove up till Amarillo.TX. That drive was horrible. We were on the road till around 3.00 am. There was no other car on the road, even the truckers had pulled over for the night. We didn’t even stop for dinner, as we had stocked up on snacks and fruits and water. And also since the hotel had 24 hrs room service, we decided to just reach there and then order some good food. But , as luck would have it, there was no room service at that time of the night. We just ate some snacks and went to bed.
Monday morning, we both woke up ravenous. After quick showers and checking out of the hotel, we rushed to the nearest Mc.Donald’s for breakfast. and by 11 am we were on our way to Arizona.The drive that day was fun.We were tired but still feeling fresh and excited because we knew that was our last day on the road. What made it even better was the beautiful landscape. We drove out of Texas in to New Mexico and finally into Arizona. We reached Phoenix at 9.00 pm local time, almost 50 hours after we started. It was quite an adventure,possible only by Baba’s blessings and also our determination to an extent.
End of our journey marked the beginning of a new Phase- a new place, a new home, a new life.

Pregnancy

First Ultrasound

September 5th,2006

This was the day when we first saw our little baby. That was the most amazing thing I ever saw.And now I know why they are called peanuts. It looked just like a peanut with its tiny head and tiny body.The ultrasound technician pointed out the sac, yolk,the head and the tiny heart beating away. It looked like a tiny bulb flickering. I don’t think I can ever get over the excitement of watching that flickering. The baby is 8 weeks and 2 days old.
Its finally confirmed that we have to leave Chicago. So we fixed up another appointment for the Sept 19th,2006.

Sept 19th, 2006
We got to see the baby again. Its so amazing to see the little person that is living inside me. SD  is so touched every time the technician calls him daddy. today this little person was standing up on its head.and it was wiggling so much. The Ultrasound tech told me – ‘You are going to have your hands full, Mommy!!’
The Doctor feels its OK for me to travel. We are off to Arizona next week.

Pregnancy

We are Having a Baby!!

Finally, it started to sink in that We are having a baby!!! We were like two teenagers in love.We kept looking at each other, with goofy grins on our faces, hugging each other every few minutes and saying aloud again and again-We are having a BABY!!
As soon as we got out of the Dr’s office,I called up my dad.. He also had to bear the brunt of my crappy mood that morning. In our excited state, we didn’t realise that it was 3 in the morning for him.He picked up the phone and the first thing i said was “Do you want to be called nanu or ajoba?” Poor dad, didn’t know what hit him. He said.. ohh I am happy with both the titles.. and then i realised that he was still dazed. I asked him to call me back when he got up. DH said.. I am sure he would think that he was dreaming. And sure enough.. There were no calls from him, after he got up. I called him back.. and he goes- did u really call me last nite? I didn’t want to call you bcoz i thought i was dreaming and didn’t want to upset u.hahhaa.. Yes Dad!! i did call you!! and then there was no stopping him! he was soo happy and excited,laughing and talking at the same time.
That day we went to the local Sai Baba Temple. Both of us truly believe that this baby is Sai Baba’s blessing for us. It was raining cats and dogs that day.. but we were like two people possessed. We just had to go see Baba that day.It was an hour long drive, made even longer by the nonstop raging rain.. but just as we were reaching the temple it stopped. Hubby said,It was Baba testing us, if we still remember him after getting our happiness.
After the temple , we went to our favorite Indo-Chinese Restaurant for dinner.. beautiful end to a beautiful day.
Thank you Baba – for our little Miracle.
OM SAI RAM

Pregnancy

I have good news for you!

Ever since I can remember, I have wanted a baby. Even as a little girl, I was so attracted to babies, wanting to hold them, care for them.So,having a baby soon after marriage seemed like the most natural thing to do. But, things were not meant to be so easy. After a year of trying to get pregnant and no success, we found out that I had a condition called Poly cystic Ovarian Syndrome, which seems to affect women in the childbearing age group. I was lucky enough to find a great doctor, who put me on the right treatment and then began our anticipation …Am I ? Am I not? Am I?
So, on August 18,2006, when I went to see my doctor for a regular visit ,scheduled because I had a low progesterone level..we were in for a surprise. The events preceding the visit were crazy. I was in a bad bad teary mood. I had not slept for the last 5 nites or days. I was just sooo tired and feeling crappy to the core. Hubby was stuck up at work. I had an appointment at 3.00 and hubby called up to say that he was not going to make it. So, either I take a cab or postpone it. I didn’t want to do that. Given my previous crappy state of mind, I didn’t want to understand any of his problems. And then the nurse called up to tell me that if I wanted to see my doctor ,I should reach her office by 12.00 coz she had to go away for some emergency. I called up hubby again, another argument followed and finally looking at my teary state, he decided to come and work from home for the rest of the day!So, We managed to reach the Dr.’s office at exactly 12.02. My Doc wanted to do a urine test before examining me. and Guess what? I couldn’t pee in the cup! After drinking 3 glasses of water and the nurses repetitively urging me.. i managed to give them a sample. And 5 mins later the doc came in and Said..
I have good news for u!! and We were stunned!! I still thought she was talking about the progesterone level and Said.. ohh u are kidding!!! she laughed and said.I am afraid not!!!
So, That’s how we got OUR Good News!

Beginning

Here comes another one!

After writing that first post, I just disappeared.. First I was waiting for that bolt of inspiration to strike me as it used to when I was more regular with my writings. My mind would suddenly be filled with thoughts that I just had to write down.. no matter what the time of the day or night. But no such luck this time. Just goes to show how much tuning up my grey cells need.
And then I was on bed rest( Dr.’s Orders) I thought- Hmm now that I am on the bed.. not doing anything..I will be filled with so many thoughts,the thinker that i am and that will help me take my blog ahead. I even kept a pen and notepad on my bedside table for just that reason. Grrrrrrrr.. again no such luck.
So,Now I know.. That this beautiful mind of mine.. which i let degenerate.. will not start working on its own. If I want it to be as it was.. or even better.. I will need to revive it,to rejuvenate it.So, Here’s to a new beginning.
New beginnings remind me of spring time. Its already spring time here. This morning i was woken up by beautiful sunshine filtering through fresh green baby leaves. Ohh!! They are so beautiful, so fresh and pure. I didn’t expect to see any spring here in Arizona. We didn’t see much of winter.. and so i figured how different could spring be. But I am pleasantly surprised.. Spring is still spring.. fresh, full of new things.. new beginnings.
And This Spring is extra special for me..as it marks the beginning of a new phase of my life. Soon I will have my little munchkin with me..So pure,innocent. The look that a new mom exchanged with her new baby always filled me with awe… and soon I will be able to experience that. It makes me excited, nervous, emotional, impatient, happy, overwhelmed all at the same time.Its so strange to be soo involved with someone you havent even seen.I guess the fact that this lil being is in you for the last so many months and that you can feel its every small movement, makes it so real even before it being born. See you soon, My Angel!

Beginning

My Very First Post!

Here’s my very first post for my very first Blog.
And as I sit here, trying to write something, my mind fails to help me. My thoughts seem to have abandoned me. And all those ideas which I thought would come pouring out of my mind, on to the screen, are all gone!!!
I will start with telling you- I am at a beautiful stage in my life.. Standing on the brink of motherhood..I cant wait to hold my lil bundle of Love, who’ll be here with us in just about 6 weeks.When I found out that I am pregnant.. or even before I got pregnant,I had decided to document my pregnancy.When I found out that I am pregnant,I kept thinking -“OH I have so many months to do that.. there’s still time”.. and now i realise that the time has just slipped out of my hands.. and here i am struggling to put all my feelings, all my emotions in words.. and I thought I was good with words!OH Well,That is Life.. Or is it the Hormones???