I don’t know if its writer’s block or brain-fog.. My mind is full of disconnected thoughts..There are hundreds of blog ideas, craft ideas, random thoughts about life,people and everything in general and yet, when I
sit down stretch out on my bed, to write something, I can’t come up with anything. I keep staring at the screen, look at my phone, check my messages, stare at the screen again, check my messages again,exactly 5 seconds later and then finally give up the idea of writing.
For the last few days, I feel like something is missing, like I am forgetting something and I can’t pin-point what it is.I walk out of work, thinking and crossing out lists in my head, trying to figure out what I have forgotten.
I keep replaying conversations back and forth, trying to figure out, what’s making me restless. I think of the words that have bothered me, the tones and hidden meanings and I can’t make sense of everything.I can’t..
So, I have come to the conclusion that what people say is not a reflection of me, its a reflection of them. That try as much as I can, I can’t turn some negatives into positives. That people’s actions and reactions may or may not be because of me. And even if they are, there is not much I can do about it.That I have to learn to be immune to negativity ..So, I have decided to just ….
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And on that note.. I’ve decided to do the Gratitude challenge, where I will post something that I am thankful for EVERY single day..Ok, ok… I will TRY to post every single day 🙂
2 thoughts on “Random musings”
Excellent .. looking forward to the gratitude day posts..