I am so scared this time.I dunno why..I am happy and excited but I keep praying silently,”Please God!Let everything go smoothly.Please let this baby be fine”.
I hope it’s just normal maternal anxiety.I am worried if something goes otherwise,how will I explain to Aadya.I find myself wishing I had waited before telling her.
The last 2 weeks my boobs have been very sore ,I couldn’t even bear to be hugged..when they are not,I find myself checking..if they still are.Everytime I go to the toilet..I am worried and holding my breath. I guess I am worried because my progesterone levels were low last time..and I don’t know what they are this time.We have a dr.appointment later tonight..and I hope all the blood work has come back normal.
Last time when I went for the U/S,I had no idea what to expect..this time,I know what to expect and it has me worried if everything will be as expected. I can’t wait for the 3rd of December any longer..
I can’t wait to be safely past the 12week mark..
On the other hand,I also get a very happy feeling that this is meant to be..time is just right..it has to go well…but the very next minute..I chide myself about being too hopeful..
sigh…
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Aadya has started a new bedtime ritual.Every night,after we tell her a bedtime story,she put her hand on my tummy and tells the story to Diego.
This morning she told me..Diego has to sleep in his crib and Aadya will sleep with Mumma.
Last night,she asked me.. “Mumma,who do you love sabse jyada-Aadya ki Diego?” I said,”aadya” and she tells me..” Mumma,you have to love Diego too!and papa too!” -
We had a great last week..My sister arrived for a much awaited visit and Ms.Aadya is on the top of the world since then.Every night she wants to sleep with her and after the bedtime story,comes running to our room..:)
Sis is on Mission Organise and is doing just that to all the rooms and cupboards in the house!!LOL!
Yeah Yeah..I am a lousy housekeeper..
We got the christmas tree out and put up the ornaments..it looks nice..but I still want more ornaments..so,we’re bauble shopping now.
The look of adoration on Aadya’s face when DH took out the christmas tree!Daddy is the superhero!She couldn’t stop saying “Wowwwwwwwwwww” and “Thank you Papa”.She picked one side of the tree and sat down to decorate just 3 branches!!LOL!
Ohhh!I love the holiday season..Diwali,Thanksgiving,Christmas..
I am nostalgic for the holiday seasons spent in USA..specially the decorated malls and holiday spirit. Here in Australia,the christmas decorations came up last week..but still I miss the holiday hustle-bustle in USA. May be city will be busier!
I can’t believe it..we have been here 3 years.:) I am still getting used to a summer christmas..:)
How was your week? and what are your holiday plans??
P.S. do try and guess the exhibit in the last pic of the last post. -
These are long over due.When we went to Canberra,Aadi and I visited the Art Musuem..here are some pics from there
Check out the guitars on the wall.In the center of the picture is painted recycled cylinders.
who knew rakes had other uses?
The most colorful display..Aadya’s favorite-Silicon plates and bowls!
Knick-knacks
Ceramic kangaroo with real paws
This one’s my favorite- Sugar model of the Parliament house!
And this one is for you to guess???Can you??
